Dear Friend: Be the Subject, Just Do It (like what nike and gray said)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIEND!

How was your day?

My mood suddenly become good, so i wanna write this hihihihi

New Year! New Day! New Hour! New Minute!New Second! And New Me!

(actually, im trying to renew my self)

Talking about 2019.... that was nice year.

I learned a lot. Learned about life.

All the experiences in 2019,bad and good, taught me to be strong, mature, control my self, have more than one perspective, tried to let it be, got close to God, more discipline, and the important is be the subject not the object.

Being the subject stabilized my emotional and saved more energy and more time.

Let me give you the example greet someone first or make plan to anticipate the unpredictable moment and prepared your self to faced the changes.

My enemy of being the subject was  my laziness. Being subject is save energy but need big energy at first either. Big energy to made me moved.

About being subject, i have story to tell to you friend...

I have precious little book, i write all my wishes... It is my bucket list book. I write everything. What i want to do, place want to visit, skill that i want to master it, the list of things that i want to buy or have, etc.

But that never enough. The list is infinite, there is no end.

And the impossible list sometime make me down and sometime make me more dreamy and stuck me on cloud haha ( I know, everything is possible, but this list has super little probability for me).

So i changed that book become What i have done book. I wrote everything i did every single day. That made me evaluated my self, tried to remember what i did, the most random, simple, trivial are include on the list!

So far i did this, i felt less stress and less dreamy haha. More reality. And grateful and appreciate my self as well. Respect to little things we did bring positive energy.

That’s it, my story today. Haha.

Hopefully joy always floods in your life

See yaa, XO